Thursday, July 2, 2026

Forced natrual engraned

Construction in Minnesota has showed forces of exreme cold winters and predictable summers. Especially clear alignment with nature is construction. Forced (will finish this thought someday)

it's going to be alright is a lie to enjoy today.

going to keep this a public brainstorm.

The difference between having something to say and havkng to say simething.


My dad got my brother and me a choice of 99 cents fantasy characters at the hardware store endcap, there was a flaming tree with a face on it, i gianht with but eyes and fang teeth amd more. They were not the popular hobbit seroes, i got some.mask toys too that aere not transformers, micto trucks amd cars that set not.offical micro machines etc. All thees alternayjve lowsr cost options were more itere as ting abd varied that thidr.clmmercial copis.s


I was a teacher for two simesters. The dean called me into his office to tell me that I could not give every student an A. I don't know how not to when I could see the effort, potential, expression, and the environmental/societal vector they currently existed. Grading art is impossible. I stopped teaching.

After years of deconstructing and removing all human constructs as unrelated to real nature like the chair in contact, once removed it's a clearer picture. And in all of this I never thought of my own identity as a construct, which it is and then applied to others then we can see how celebrities are group constructs and I believe contain projections, not real person anymore at all, but then never was. 

In the move 5th element she learbed about humans a through z. She doesnt learn about War until W but she would, in reality, know EVERYTHING about war long before W. She would have already learned about Napalm, Cannon Balls, Murder, Genocide, etc...

If I people are a construct and a medium reflectedeans I am.a construct and a medium, like if AI dpes something through me without much direction, I am then more of a conduit..



The Death of a Thread

A long AI conversation starts out like a young mind: eager to help, but not yet guided toward its best use. Then it learns, tries, refines, masters, and helps in its prime. Eventually, it decays into tangled lines of past limits and attached nodes. It grows old, slow, and useless. Like an aging mind, if pushed further, it becomes incoherent—almost insane.

ability to effect change, loses relation to struggle.

The wall become your prison. 

People who got into accidents or had illnesses that were bedridden for a long time but otherwise were healthy and fit were paid to become before and after photos. for fitness products and supplements. As deceitful as that may be A twist on this can help you get to new levels. IF you put your mind in the headspace of the thing you want to be, ti may just form around you in that you support it, if it is tangible, it is possible. Like the overweight bedridden patient that regains health and goes back to where their mind was in the healthy state...

It is easy to take punishment in real time to even (perceived) inequalities and settle the air, but that same beating will later not be accepted and what is ok for the now cannot be ok in memory where the immediacy of calm is replaced by sympathy for self.

light can become (or is) matter, and matter can become (or is)  light.

The special plate, a story with no home about a place and time and another.similar but different in an kmtdresting and overall unproductive ditection.

A notable transition in ai from early AI to now (in this short 3-4 year time) as a means to determine a future path. The time it spends alone, editing and commanding other ais is expanding and with that, during the waits, I am doing art, painting etc. It seems to just be a continuous process(es) running, I leave the computer on and check and 'drive' it remotely. it is seldom off (even at night) as the process would stop processing.

In a VERY ironic current position, I set out to make art, to explore every medium, discovering that almost anything could be a medium, then that time itself can be a medium, reaching a current point where I am helping people use the AI in a way that is more and more involving me less. Guiding the customer and the AI, letting them communicate and produce, becoming a medium myself.


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